2013+1

aku kan memey sll lambat. tolong memahami,terima kasih. xseronok la klu every year nak post before new year. kali ini after new year pulak,haha.

2013
much meaningful utk aku yg bergelar candidate of SPM 13. woosh! byk gila bnd yg aku buat yg aku xpena buat time juniors plus f3 f4 dulu. naah,tp naik 5T bukanlah sumthing yg the BEST. tp Allah dah bagi,tu maknanya the best utk aku. hmm, xboleh la hidup dgn if if. x elok aa mira.

the most precious of course evrything. haha. dapat belajar dgn teacher Rohaiza *nak ngis , kenal dgn nat yg memey aku xsgka, dgn semua 5T,sobs. still aku rndu 4B. then, rapat dgn cik siti. byk bnd yg aku buat dgn dia yg aku rasa aku tak penah fikir pungg nak buat. tapi fly tu adalah terfikir time f4 dulu. hahaha, tp byk bnd yg aku tggalkan sbb die. sobs, tp tah la. aku xd lah regret sgt. walaupun org kata aku ni byk berubah. tapi,aku mana penah amik pusing apa org sekeliling kata.enough about that. dpt rasa kena type report time quintefest, kena rampas mp3. kena dtg semua meeting prefect sbb aku yg nak buat meeting. dpt rasa ada 'adik' walaupun aku rasa regret at the end.

time f4 dulu aku sll cakap kat diri sdri, paling jauh pung laa aku travel dgn sekolah is Melaka. then,bila ingt yg kteorg pi mtd time f5. tak kan KL je kot. tp Allah itu Maha Mendengar, then paling jauh aku pernah travel dgn sekolah adalah Terengganu. memey la xsejauh Yazo plus fafa yg dpat pi Australia dgn Korea. tapi still is not far as KL jee. hahaha. those 3 days with fabell yg setia dgn aku kat Terengganu plus pahang tu memey sweet. FABELLE. time juniors dulu xsuka meyh, time f3 agak rapat la gak sbb classmate. time f4 dah start jaki sbb die 4J. hahaha, time f5 rapat sgt. dari dia la aku tau macam-macam, die sgt sweet. pergh! puji fabelle doe. tp betul aa,fabelle sweet. ly belle.

at the end, aku dah 17. dah nak 18 dah next month, huuuu. sedih meyh tinggalkan sekolah. walaupun aku kadang2 dgn nisa, lagi 2 bulan jee. lagi sebulan je, lagi 2 minggu je lagi. hahaha, aku rindu nisa. sangat. tapi kali ni habis sekolah xd la seteruk aku left sekolah rendah dulu. aku dah besar nak realise and accept the fact. still, life must go on.

so, azam last year ada yg tercapai? hmm, maybe. this year azam :-

JADI MATANG LAGI

WORK HARD AND STUDY SMART

DOUBLE UP THE IBADAH

MISS HIM MORE THAN I MISS THE OTHERS

LOVE HIM MORE THAN I LOVE THE OTHERS

may odds be ever my favor :)

It's Not Easy,Sis

ni Lilo punye keje la ni. yeah,apa aku buat lepas SPM. hahaha,duk kat rumah ni. jaga Pou aku. main minion rush. tp yg paling best,lada satu week tu cik siti stay kat rumah dari isnin sampai khamis. jalan sakan doh. naik putus la gak urat kaki aku ni. dari pagi ke malam. tapi xsempat nak pergi semua la. sbb malas aku dah sampai time hari rabu n khamis tu. kesian dia nk sgt pergi jalan tar tu. xpla syah,dkat johor pun ada jalan ber'tar' kan? hahaha.

k,sambung balik apa yg Lilo ckp td. skrg sibuk pasal driving lesson. tp,aku dh bpe mggu x date dgn cikgu pi langat. in planning nk keje. still,aku mcm nak xnak je. haha, $-$

duduk kat rumah. penin fikir pasal scholar la. further studies la,aiyoo! seriously,its not easy. die mcm psychology war tau. lagi penat dri berwrestling.

lastly, keep going on with ur istikharah, hajat, taubat, dhuha and dua.
go Quints. ISTIQAMAH

Cik Siti, dedicate.

sorry. aku busy buat cv. semalam time tgok movie tertengok citer A Little Thing Called Love.

then,nak dedicate lagu ni. theres no day that i dont miss you. thanks mate for the memory ;)

SPM. checked

hmm.finally,done. bukan sng nk hadapi those months before and during the examination. berbaldi air mata. tu xcmpur gelak ketawa,pahit manis segala kena marah sbb dah memey buat salah -,-"

selalunya,habis upsr and pmr i would like to say to my youngest that those exam were easy. But if SPM, i will not. Susahnye hanya Allah je tau. Ya Allah, berikan kejayaan kepdaku setimpal dgn usaha yg telah aku lakukan. Amin.

Those last day? hm,, hanya mereka dan Dia je tahu. time ptg tu? Xrasa pape pun. xrasa pun habis spm ke,no longer f5 tung temah ke. Until i reach home,reading all the tweets from the others. I will never get those past ever. i hate growing up,once you grown up. You never return. True peter pan. wendy had left you. Me too.

Aku xkn dpt bnd tu balik.sumpa. it gonna hard to find the bond that had been made in those school time. Never. Walaupun still in contact. Tp betul. Aku xkn dpt mcm yg sebelum ni. I realise when until now i never had chance to story my days to my best friend. All the hard and happy. I miss that. I miss her.

We have been pour hundreds different directions. -HSM3

Aku takut apa yg dh jd time sekolah rendah dlu will happen again. Im the one that left them. How i hardly missing them now. We will be fine. Ya Allah,may the bond still strong till the end.

Mantan Pelajar Sekolah Tun Fatimah ;D