Sunday, June 9, 2013

gonna return back to tung temah soon. pray for me. do the very best in my studies n responsibilities. plus, watch over my relationship with the others Insya-Allah. even memey balik raya nanti. tp nk minta maaf kat semua org esp yg ada di rumah-walau-tak-baca-pun. sorry susahkan semua org n thanks for your precious time.

betul apa kak aisyah cakap. kalau  dah sll kena benda yg kita tak suka,lama" boleh sampai xd perasaan. i miss them so much. ni yg nk text kak ain suruh turun JB ;)

apa yg dah happen buat aku rasa dah xnk effort utk fix it back. exhausted baby.
then, what happen future. don't expect too much from me. i'm also a human. ni sebenarnya nak kaitkan ada org nak pergi comp lepas ni. *sheesh dont expect anything. just think what had u did last time. dah sedia maklum aku org yg mcm mana. forgive but never forget. but i'll try.

okay. sesiapa terasa msg di atas utk dia. please terasa. xmoh la lepas ni minta explanation. penat nk explain.

doakan aku jadi seorg pemaaf. sll lupa apa salah org dkt aku.
doakan aku jaga aurat. i need the strength nk ikut jejak idah nan qihah.
doakan aku RAJIN selalu. nk spm oi!
doakan aku pelihara hati dan iman memandangkan hari makin hari. immersion gonna be soon.
jasamu dikenang.

lastly,,parcel utk mereka yg dah pergi jgn lupa hantar hari". peringatan utk aku esp n semua org.

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Desole

okay. dah realise since tamatnya Quintefest tu. okay. tipu. after dah lama kira" a week baru perasan. bukan x concern tapi. #pfft

fine. admit. salah aku. sbb? aku yg ajak dia datang jauh". bayar duit tiket bas bagai. sggup tggal kan kolej semata nak datang jumpa aku. tapi. aku?? yg main kompang dgn buat report tu bukan salah aku laaaaa.

apa yang aku takut time kes * dulu really happen kat aku. tu sbb aku xsuka takut kan something. sbb aku tahu it will get me also one day. one fine day. indeed. salah aku sdri xnak effort with this silaturahim. kata nk kekalkan sampai akhir hayat. nak bawak dia sekali masuk syurga.

Ya Allah, apakah ini. aku memey sucks la dlm semua benda mcm ni. nak jaga hati org? susah la. aku sll take lightly perasaan org yg rapat dgn aku. -,-

really sorry. lepas perasan semua ni baru aku mcm kena hempuk dgn kamus dewan tebal mangai tu. arghh!

lastly,, if u read this. yes. YOU.

firstly,, speechless. okay. a very sorry. nk mesz tulis 100 sorry?? did u still keep that thing? I dont have any intention to do it. seriously. xsangka pulak kecil hati pasal benda tu. sorry again. if rasa xnk bg peluang mcm yg u did to *. redha. Allah itu ada. I admit. it really my fault. sbb terlepas pandang semua benda ni. As we always said. Can forgive but never forget. yes. i know. but. do forgive. xnak la nanti masa time dok gathering dkt mashar nnt. sibuk cari org sbb nk tuntut benda mcm ni. I beg you. Thanks.


I will miss you. hardly