Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Will I?

done with anthem. Alhamdulillah. seriously like someone took away my mind. all the vocabulary that should I put as term to describe my feeling now. plus,, terbaca message dkt inbox. apakah??

what should I say about all the things now?? apa yg dah happen dkt dri aku now ni. jauh sgt dah aku pergi. sbb aku nk sgt kejar "appreciate every second that I've gone trough"

-,- help me to find the real truth. sahabat ialah yg sentiasa membawa ke syurga. bukan yg kita tarik bila kaki dia dah masuk syurga utk tolong kita yg dah separuh dkt neraka. nauzubillah. aku nk jd sahabat yg tarik tangan dia bila dia dah jatuh.

tetiba teringt kes 'tu'. time tu. mcm nk pelempang diri sendiri sbb tercakap mcm tu. mcm aku baik sgt. Alhamdulillah dia boleh terima apa adanya. walaupun. after that,, terjah dlm otak ni. aku xlayak sebenarnya nk ckp macam tu dekat dia. sbb. i'm not good enough. sorry baby. tersilap mukadimah time tu. i know i do hurt you. ton of sorry.

back to the main point. rasanya kena baca balik anthem tu for getting back my real sense. kesian dkt dash tu sbb kne sorok" belajar agama padahal in her identical card state there that she is ISLAM. same goes with En. Johari and Puan Mariah. n Haikal too. when Haikal know that she's wearing 'tudung'. it freak him out. tu belum time Lee keluar statement time brake up too. she's truly ADAMANTIUM. or should I call Dashmantium.

tp truly. deeply. Lee sgt" comel. dah boleh ganti Ked kat no. 2. still xleh kalahkan Benz Alif laaa.
that's why I deeply in love with Add Math.

Sunday, May 26, 2013

1 Litre of Tears

apa lah aku citer tahun bila tah nk tgok balik mggu ni. sumpa sedih. org hati batu je xnangis tgok citer ni. then, aku fikir n fikir balik. klu lah people around aku ada yg kena. will I help her. will ke aku nk tolong mcm asou-kun nan mari-chan semua tolong Aya tu. Asou-kun memey suka kat dia. tp yg kwn" dia lain??

pastu,,klu lah aku yg kat tempat Aya-chan tu. will I still put a line that call smile on my face. Yes. Indeed. Allah Know the BEST.

same goes apa yang aku fikir if I lost my parents. akk" n ayie. mak atuk,mami or mama. then?? will I ever put myself to stand again. memey aku sll kata "Allah kan ada". bak kata cik siti. aku sll ckp tp bila kena dkt aku. -,-

yeah,ttbe teringat kak aisyah ckp. apa yg kita belajar msti dtg ujian sgt besar utk kita pratikkan. same goes with what afie said that written in Al-quran. lebih kurg la bunyinya. apa yg ckp dkt org,msti dtg ujian dkt kita utk buat apa yg kita ckp. bila fikir balik,,kita kena balik dkt Allah jugak akhirnya. There's the intro and also the closing. He know.

the conclusion is,, hidup kat dunia sementara ni. kena bermanfaat utk org lain. terharu gila time asou haruto tu baca post card yg Aya dpt tu. terbaring atas katil pon dpt encourage people to continuing their lives. daebak!

sumpa aku tabik org Jepun ni. semangat diorg patut dicontohi. bukan org Jepun je la. byk lg. learn something from environment. walau kita pandang je,, there's something we could learn. the most important thing is just open your heart to accept it. then,, leave the rest to HIM. He will guide you. Insya-Allah.

Friday, May 24, 2013

The Golden Legacy

as form 5. many things have to handle with care. there you are mira.

Quintefest ajar aku mana satu kawan mana satu lawan. really do. even after the day aku boleh tahu mana satu really true friend.

ehem.


memoirs

hmm, yg merajuk after quintefest tu? ha. Allah je faham kenapa. He knows BEST. xpernah la rasa marah n merajuk selama tu dengan orang lain.

comes along with the James Bond. tah pukul brpe tah tido malam tu. sedar" dah ada kat sblh shumie n cik siti. next year dah xd da semua bnd ni. new environment with new friends InsyaAllah.
will remain in my heart till forever. i'm gonna miss it.

Saturday, May 18, 2013

Time pass by

ok. since exam dah habis. then,, aku realise something. yg membuatkan aku rasa. wake up people. enough play around. lagi 5 months tau nk SPM. hmm,,

aku teringat apa aku sembang nan aliaa time rak basuh bju hari tu. ap sebenarnya point aku this year. then, aku rse apa yg puan muz ckp really happen kat aku. aku betul" nk perabis hidup kat tung temah ni with all people around me. betul" nk make memories. like seriously.

I really appreciate every single seconds aku kat tung temah now ni. dgn formmate, adik" n all the teachers. but sometimes, aku lupa yg the main goal is the big 9A+ tu.

theres no success when there is no EFFORT. He knows the BEST.