Saw someone that I really cared about posted this ayah. We all did know this right. Keep repeating this word over and over. Same goes to ayah and ibu, people that try comforting me. Yeah, I know. I should just move on and be grateful. Lainsyakartumlaazidannakum. I should bare this in my mind. I know that I should. Tidak Allah bebankan HambaNya luar dari kemampuannya. I should be strong. I can do this right ? I should not lose my faith on Him right? I am so sorry for people that trying so hard to comfort me and make me feel better. I really need my time alone. To face the reality. I just dont want to go crying to someone that I will hurt them in the future. Yeah, I really need hug from someone frankly speaking. But not them. I dont know.
For ayie, Im really happy for him. I knew you deserve 15 for your AS. And for someone I USED to care. Glad that you make it. I knew it. May Allah take care of you for me since you no longer the one. I think the colour has faded. Hopefully, there no more path that cross between us. Have a good life.